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la_kevin
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 Posted - 09/11/2007 : 00:06:43
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skizzik
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Posted - 09/11/2007 : 04:17:29
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Originally posted by la_kevin
I have is this feeling like I'm "poisoned" or something. I feel in a brain fog and dizzy or something.
me too, my blood work was normal twice. I call it going into a slump. I'm hoping to look back 6mos from now and understand why it was happening to me. It has gotten much better over the last 7 mos however. |
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Baseball65
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Posted - 09/11/2007 : 06:29:24
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That's excellent. I expect your prospects for a full and complete recovery are 100% plus.
A lot of men have trouble with getting into those places emotionally under ANY circumstances because we have been programmed by our environment,friends,fathers,etc to never ever cry no matter what.
I discovered early on that every time I could bring myself to cry it was like a literal 'weight' off of my back. During my recovery the first time through, when it used to be about back pain, I would go to my Fathers Grave in East L.A. a LOT. Everytime I went I would sit and just talk to him. It is was perhaps one of the most important pieces of my recovery.
Everytime I left, I could literally feel the TMS leaving with each body wracking sob.
I live out in Nashville know and more than once during a little 'hiccup' of a new mini-symptom , have wished I could visit with him.
There is a certain song I know of that can make me cry on a dime. Also, I know of a film that can do the same. They both remind me strongly of my Father. I make sure that No ones around and than let it all out....works wonders.
Being a weight lifting,Tattooed,long haired, 'tough guy' makes it hard to rectify the episodes with my exterior, though it feels perfectly normal to me (BTW... I don't think I'm a tough guy....other people tell me I look scary  )
We've had strings about crying before, and I think most of us recovered people would agree it's right up there with Gestalt therapy as a superhero TMS-melter.
You will get un-poisoned very shortly
-right on
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skizzik
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Posted - 09/12/2007 : 04:23:15
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kev, I just realized you were the guy w/ the major problems a couple mos ago.
I can tell from your writing youre improving. Nice work. did staying away from the board a bit noticeably help?
did you mention that Shecter says to stay away from these boards for a bit while recuperating? You or someone says he states it on his website, do you know where? |
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la_kevin
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Posted - 09/12/2007 : 11:25:33
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