Ok,
I went to see a TMS doctor today,and she diagnosed me with TMS,but.....she wants me to be out of this forum for a very long time? and other internet websites,forums,chats etc.
I felt i had to post this here since some of you have had helped me so much ,maybe have saved my life,she sent me to resume all my physical activities ,i found this too fast,but she is the expert not me.
Also do the journal,read some info she gave me,and join a yoga class right there at the same clinic.
Am i happy? nooo,i hate to feel sadness,i hate to realize that my parents caused so much damage,i hate every person that hurt me in the past,i hate not being able to scream on my moms face how much she hurt me when she left me alone being only 15 yrs old,i do hate seeing that my beauty is leaving me too!(even my periods left me,earlier than supposed to speaking of menopause in another post =(,i got early menopause so yeah,my menstruation also left me)!!!
But if digging deeper into those emotions is going to make me pain free i'll take the emotional pain instead.
Until next time .,take care everyone and talk to you soon , i will post here when i have something positive to say .
Lara |
Ok,
Posted - 06/11/2012 : 11:46:23
