| So my butt is hurting a bit right now, and I asked my guy to massage my ache in my shoulder this morning.  He says to me "what are you TMSing about?" Prepare to laugh.
 So I have to be at my brother's by 2 tomorrow to help him prepare for his annual picnic.  But, I have to go to 2 stores tonight, make ziti in the morning, stop at 2 homes to pick things up, go pick up a sub.  Why does this make me feel pressured?!?  It's not THAT much to do, and the only MUSTS are make the ziti and get the sub.  But I really WANT to stop by my dad's tomorrow morning and swim for about an hour too.  augh!
 So here I sit--feeling pressured.  #$%^&*(  I feel angry I let myself feel pressured!  Headache coming on too!  Oh, wait, I feel something else, aha! I do not like being on a schedule on a weekend.  That's what I'm really angry about!  And I know I have deeper issues about being on a schedule, so I've been triggered.  Time to do some writing!  [offline]
 OK, reasonable to expect that tomorrow will end up being a lot of fun, and I'll have the satisfaction of having made darn good ziti!  I don't HAVE to do anything tonight if I don't want to.  LOL  I really do have to laugh at this.  And I'm so grateful I know why I'm having pains!
 Now that I've written this, head feels better and butt too!
 So funny.
 -Lori
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