So my butt is hurting a bit right now, and I asked my guy to massage my ache in my shoulder this morning. He says to me "what are you TMSing about?" Prepare to laugh. So I have to be at my brother's by 2 tomorrow to help him prepare for his annual picnic. But, I have to go to 2 stores tonight, make ziti in the morning, stop at 2 homes to pick things up, go pick up a sub. Why does this make me feel pressured?!? It's not THAT much to do, and the only MUSTS are make the ziti and get the sub. But I really WANT to stop by my dad's tomorrow morning and swim for about an hour too. augh! So here I sit--feeling pressured. #$%^&*( I feel angry I let myself feel pressured! Headache coming on too! Oh, wait, I feel something else, aha! I do not like being on a schedule on a weekend. That's what I'm really angry about! And I know I have deeper issues about being on a schedule, so I've been triggered. Time to do some writing! [offline] OK, reasonable to expect that tomorrow will end up being a lot of fun, and I'll have the satisfaction of having made darn good ziti! I don't HAVE to do anything tonight if I don't want to. LOL I really do have to laugh at this. And I'm so grateful I know why I'm having pains! Now that I've written this, head feels better and butt too! So funny. -Lori |