Hi all. I really need to find a somebody who specailizes in TMS. I have a Dr. who knows about but need deeper help.
My fiance and I are working on things and my concious mind wants to be with her. Everytime she pushes me a bit (to move back in or get married) the TMS kicks in in my back. I don't understand. I REALLY do want to be with her. I am madly in love and want this to end!
I know its unconcious rage. It goes away when we get some space. I feel like my body conditioned itself with fear.