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| icelikeaninja |
Posted - 10/28/2007 : 14:21:18
Hey guys,
As some of you know from previous post of mine I have been pain for for exactly a year and a month.
I just opened up a new business 4 months ago and decided with my girlfriend to get a new apartment which I have begun moving on Thursday, we hope to be fully in by monday.
So 2 days ago in the middle of the day I am lying down in my bed and move a certain way to relize that my back was "sore".
I know for sure I didnt "knock" it out and I figured if I did from moving why would it hurt me 2 days later.
Iam at my store right now and as Iam having conversations with people I relize I am getting shooting pains.
I started journaling now and almost found myself crying when people walked in and I had to stop.
I feel like my head is about to explode with emotions and that something big emotionally is going on.
I know this pain isnt real and I am not doing anything diffrently to try and make it stop structurally.
I never get back pain and now I do for some reason?
I still see a therapist once a week and actually had to miss my session last week.
I figure I still have alot to do with my head.
Anyway at the begining of this letter I doubted it was tms but now as I write it out Iam certain it is.
Thanks all |
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| icelikeaninja |
Posted - 10/31/2007 : 16:44:58
Hey guys so my tms back pain is settling probablu 90 percent better then the last few days.
I spoke to my Sarno appointed Therapist and we figured some things out.
Anyway thanks for listening people and this board really does help.
Hopefully I can be on Sarnos alumi board I have been thinking about it for the last year. Maybe next month |
| la_kevin |
Posted - 10/28/2007 : 19:41:19
New apartment. Commitment to a "life". New business. WOW
Is this the life you wanted or is this the life you "think" you want?
Feeling pressure about something?
These are questions I would ask myself. |
| skizzik |
Posted - 10/28/2007 : 19:10:16
way to go to the journaling right away. Your'e going thru a TON right now!!!!!
Wheres the Rage? Follow the Rage!!!
Is the new apartment really your idea? Or are you trying to please HER?
Is the new business meeting all the ideals you had of it, or are you repressing the realities of it all?
I'm just taking stabs in the dark (unconcious ) here, have you had any breakthru's? |
