Hey guys, As some of you know from previous post of mine I have been pain for for exactly a year and a month. I just opened up a new business 4 months ago and decided with my girlfriend to get a new apartment which I have begun moving on Thursday, we hope to be fully in by monday. So 2 days ago in the middle of the day I am lying down in my bed and move a certain way to relize that my back was "sore". I know for sure I didnt "knock" it out and I figured if I did from moving why would it hurt me 2 days later. Iam at my store right now and as Iam having conversations with people I relize I am getting shooting pains. I started journaling now and almost found myself crying when people walked in and I had to stop. I feel like my head is about to explode with emotions and that something big emotionally is going on. I know this pain isnt real and I am not doing anything diffrently to try and make it stop structurally. I never get back pain and now I do for some reason? I still see a therapist once a week and actually had to miss my session last week. I figure I still have alot to do with my head. Anyway at the begining of this letter I doubted it was tms but now as I write it out Iam certain it is. Thanks all
Hey guys so my tms back pain is settling probablu 90 percent better then the last few days. I spoke to my Sarno appointed Therapist and we figured some things out. Anyway thanks for listening people and this board really does help. Hopefully I can be on Sarnos alumi board I have been thinking about it for the last year. Maybe next month