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Screensize: 640 x 480 800 x 600 1024 x 768 1280 x 1024 UserName: Password: Format Mode: Basic  Help  Prompt  Format: Font Andale Mono Arial Arial Black Book Antiqua Century Gothic Comic Sans MS Courier New Georgia Impact Lucida Console Script MT Bold Stencil Tahoma Times New Roman Trebuchet MS Verdana   Size 1 2 3 4 5 6   Color Black Red Yellow Pink Green Orange Purple Blue Beige Brown Teal Navy Maroon LimeGreen Message: * HTML is OFF * Forum Code is ON Smilies [quote][i]Originally posted by LadyBug[/i] [br]2scoops wrote and asked if I am a perfectionist. I guess it's something I never gave much thought. UNTIL THIS HAPPENED and I can't move or take care of anything, or prepare a meal or do my own shopping or clean my house or work or spend time walking or playing. Hmmm, rage? It seems whatever I had to be angry about was intensified by this pain. I have had to watch while others have done my stuff that I can't do and have had to learn to smile and say thank you while really all I'm thinking is "OMG! Why aren't you doing it right?" So. Evidently yes, I am. And I feel like I have "swallowed" even more in the 3 yrs since this all started. It feeds itself, doesn't it? I read HBP 2 weeks ago. Borrowed it. Tonight I dragged myself through the book store and bought my own copy and also Mind Over Back Pain. I am committed to this. Or I am going to be committed. Barely made it through the store and was in such pain by the time I got out. All the while chanting silently, this is not physical pain, it is made up by your brain to distract you. 2 weeks now. I am like a woman possessed. This is my last hope. [/quote]   Check here to include your profile signature.