This spring I started having annoying symptoms of allergies; they have sometimes seemed to be almost gone, only to return in the form of more burning, bloodshot eyes and runny nose. I have "cured" restless leg syndrome and knee pain and many incidental pains, but I am discouraged about my ability to defeat this psychologically, even though I am a believer. I have listed the possible rages in the unconscious, some of which I wrote about in essays during the knee pain seven years ago. Since then I have recognized that my resistance to the reality of aging may be a strong trigger. Must I get serious about writing essays again to mine the possible depths of anger that may be affecting my healing? My life is active, stress-free and quite a happy one especially considering I'm in my eightieth year! |