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eric watson
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 Posted - 10/05/2013 : 06:23:49
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I will always be a student, I know you guys understand. In my life I've never known much other than pain. So I've put my life on quest to study every day the rest of my life in TMS healing and other studies.
I know to anyone else except some folks with my exact personality This could be to much looking into the tms mind world. For me it’s a hobby. This is what I love to do, study.
I plan on going back to college at my 42 b- day. I’ve already went to college several times, I lost 1 degree by 1 math question. If id studied harder I would have probably been to at least my 8th year degree by now.
It’s sort of like part of what you have to do to get healed. You got to finish what you start. It’s been about 15 months now on my tms healing journey and I've posted many times Im healed.
It took about 6 months, after I started my studies, here in tms therapy. I know this works, It has for me. I still get sore sometimes-
from conditioning, over 20 years of it.
You don't just walk into tms healing and heal like that's it. Less your a book cure, and I've seen or heard of few. I Know they exist, no doubting that.
I’m just ready to finish, from this day forward finish. I’ve always almost finished everything- now I’m going to finish everything I've ever started that I love to do.
I've finished a lot in the construction world. You have to, to get paid. I've finished a ton helping a lot of folks heal. I’ve just always had a skill with loving people it’s natural to me, it’s my life.
But see I have to be true to myself, I never liked construction.I've always been a student of wisdom, and I've always stopped myself just short of finishing my degrees, Which has been a lot of study in my lifetime.
Most of my life actually has been at home private studies of how to help others heal, I've always wanted that relationship and always have had it. See I knew I didn't need degrees to show folks how much I cared or how to heal them. This was a Gift I was given from my creator.
I've had as stated before here at tms help nearly 20 years of Nlp study's, Nlp is about the mind, psychology and programming. I’ve had private home studies in psychology my whole life. If I could do it for free I would, that's how you know where your heart is.
Still the bills come in, hence the degrees and even higher thought than that. I have to finish for my heart.
I’m a life coach now and I love it so much. See a life coach is just that, they coach about life. My certain expertise is tms healing and other mind therapies. In other words to help a person learn how to finish their healing.
To study another book of wisdom? I know sounds scattered and Its like my main repression, never to get them degrees, always just shy of the finish line and it was my own fault cause every time I went to school to study for my next line of healing wisdom.
I seemed to already know everything about the subject, it was to easy so id some how find another more advanced study- as if there is one for me( or so I thought) The most advanced teachings in my mind are those that help heal and mend broken hearts. Then one day I finished with a degree in business management-not the career I wanted hanging in my heart.
Come on country boy. I want you to know, this isn't pressure to me. Its an understanding, a final handshake to say you did it.
Back then I knew too much, always another class to take. Never really making up my mind which student of wisdom I would become.
This I know now is part of my healing to get past the conditioning,of a mind set , its screaming just finish. It’s that thing in life I have to finish for my inner emotions, my heart.
It’s something I started years ago when I studied to be a psychologist and NLP. I don't think you ever finish Nlp, it should be in an accredited college format (just my thoughts on it) but it’s not.
Now this is a repression I have to finish. I do it with pride as in humbleness pride.
I know now that tms was telling me to finish what you started. I wasn't happy back then, I didn't know why. I know now we often stop something way to short or go way to far in something we don't want before we understand it’s stressful.
I’m not looking as this is the cure, To me I was cured when I learned how to heal, because I’m healed. It’s a repression that will be finally finished-This is a part of my journaling that I share with you sometimes to be happy and continue to heal with happiness
all we got to do is finish what we started.
Thanks
God Bless.
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gigalos
Netherlands
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Posted - 10/05/2013 : 14:10:05
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and remember Eric, focus on the process not on the end result...
good luck at college! |
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eric watson
USA
601 Posts |
Posted - 10/06/2013 : 07:47:45
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I got you gigalos, thanks
its also good to not look at what your going thru but what your going too.
its kind of catch 22 that you do at the same time
see., the finish is what you yearned for to start with
so you will develop desire there
but to focus on the process is not to forget
the beauty in the journey.
thanks for the reminder to enjoy the show.
it'll be about my fifth rd. at college,
I had to get past the know it all stage and
just accept when you are in your environment
its all going to be easy anyhow.
it wasn't easy when I started, never is but
now I understand.
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Just Finish
