I found it difficult to access the site also. But, I actually found that not being able to get on to the site was very beneficial to me. I believe part of my difficulty in getting over this relapse of TMS had been my addiction to this forum. Initially it was extremely helpful. There was the support I needed and the encouragement to not give up. Not so much anymore. Think before you write. No one on this forum has the cure. It is different for everyone. Suggest do not dictate. Good luck all. Marsha