I find that I have a tendency to be obsessed with very little details.
I think this is part of the trouble.
I can't be imperfect unless I decide it is good imperfect.
But I need to control what it is.
It sounds weird I know, but it is very much in Sarno's book.
Not to mention critical.I used to stay home if I had a zit, now it's bigger things(or zits haha)
but the principle is the same.
I have to be acceptable and beyond to approve myself in society.
How crappy. I know the roots but it does not help the feeling.
I am super sensitive , if i hear someone is in pain, i feel pain too, poo.
thank u for not throwing tomatoes at me yet
I think therefore I am. |
Obsession
Posted - 07/05/2008 : 16:26:51
