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| rbart4506 |
Posted - 05/13/2012 : 20:54:07
Still working on the TMS symptoms and getting on with life...
Took a couple weeks off the bike to see if that would break the cycle, kind of a re-boot. I had started to feel stress and fear about being able to ride and train. Of course that just caused the TMS symptoms to appear on the bike, which they hadn't done before...
Got back on the bike a couple weeks ago and started slow. Been slowly ramping up the efforts and distances with the plan of racing once again shortly. Originally I had planned for a race in early June, but after a couple of SteveO's posts and an email or two and I figured screw it...Let's get back to living life and not living in fear...
There's still pain when I'm not riding, but I try my best not focus on it and think about the future and the good things...
Went to the cemetery to visit the parent's today, left some flowers for mom and team hat for dad (I'm racing for a local team)...
I will get past this...It will take time and I got all the time in world. It doesn't have to be tomorrow, or next week, or even next month, but I know I will wake up one day and realize that I feel good :)
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